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Sunday, September 1st, 2002
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1:38 pm
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Why do all my aunts and uncles hate my style of clothing? Are they afraid of self-expression or creativity?
current mood: artistic current music: "Electrical Storm" - U2
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| Wednesday, July 24th, 2002
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10:16 pm
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| Sunday, July 21st, 2002
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9:26 pm
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I SAW JOHN MAYER LAST NIGHT!!!!! God, it was -amazing-! He has simply the most incredible voice for someone just starting out in the music industry and he was two feet away from me! He was going to sign my ticket, but the damn Delaware cops told him he was the reason that the teens were up over the time curfew, so he had to leave right before he signed it. That sucked so bad, but in the long run, it was great. There...I have exploded.
current mood: giddy current music: I Know My Love - The Corrs and The Chieftans
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| Thursday, July 18th, 2002
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5:09 pm
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| Tuesday, July 16th, 2002
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2:47 pm
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Life is such a bitch... I just want to kill my father sometimes...Most of the time actually. He doesn't think at -all-. He's a crappy father, a crappy husband, and a crappy farmer. I wish my mother would just leave him...I feel like marriage some kind of deal between them. My mom makes all the money for him and she's able to have the farm and all her horses while she's married to him. And then they wonder why I'm not getting married. Fuck, I don't want to be so in love with someone that it hurts and then after a while lose everything because they don't feel the same way that they did ten or twenty years before. He doesn't even say hello to her when he walks in the door. I have NEVER heard my father tell my mother that he loves her. He's never told ME he loves me unless it was prompted in some way. All right...I'm done whining now. That's what this thing is for anyway, right?
current mood: exhausted current music: "Poses" - Rufus Wainwright
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| Friday, July 12th, 2002
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12:13 pm
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I'M GONNA SEE JOHN MAYER IN 7 DAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Aye...Haven't written...I'll just list the events of my pathetic life. ~ I got that green "Nad's" crap and ripped the hair (and skin, and blood, and bone and any tan that I might have had) out of my legs. ~laughs~ That was a mistake. ~ My grand-father nearly passed out when he was cutting hay on the tractor in the field and was taken to the hospital. Now he's got some kidney problems and small tumors throughout his body...great news there... ~ I'm having a family reunion at my house tomorrow so that the outlaws can assemble and plot their next bruise on man-kind. ~ I saw Vanilla Sky, and I must say that I've never been so paranoid, or confused in my entire life. Now I KNOW that Cameron Diaz is the devil and wants to take over the world. It was kinda depressing that Tom Cruise had a crippled face for about half the movie...They just shouldn't be able to do that... ~ I'm working on a blue and green Renn Faire dress and I think it's really gonna rock...when it's done. ~ I invented a new breed of cookies called "Hobbits" but they taste like crap...naturally... ~ I love Bob Dylan. ~ I have 17 kittens...I'm SO HAPPY! I think I'll list their names just because I'm so damn bored. :-D - Glorfindel - Pacasandra - Rasputin - Bartok - Meredock (or Merry) - Peregrin (or Pippin) - Gandalf the Grey (or gargantuan...he's huge and fluffy and grey) - Dead-tailed-strange-trampled-kitten (She got stepped on by a cow and now her tail is completely shattered and useless, but she's soooo damn cute) - Cock-eyed Cat - Blackie Numero Uno - Blackie Numero Dos - Blackie Numero Tres - Blackie Numero Cuatro - Captain Fluffinator - Madame Hooch - Dizzy the Wondercat - Sparticus
Ahh...the joys of being a mother.
current mood: cynical current music: Subterranean Homsick Blues - Bob Dylan
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| Friday, May 24th, 2002
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4:31 pm
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| Wednesday, May 22nd, 2002
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6:04 pm
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While, like a giant Proud and happy I take my baby in my arms Fragile, innocent, and alive Like a little bird Pushing against my chest Abandoned, quiet, and safe For an instant, almost sweetly Destiny appears to me like a dream And I see myself old and surrendered Seated there near the coalfire Waiting for the evening With the anxiety of a child Just to see him coming back home With a gift and a smile His words, kindness It's like a promise that can Solve the enormous joy Of one of his caresses Then I wake up and I've already forgotten But inside of me the kid's trapped soul Advises me that his new born child Is worth more to me than that... My life. -Bono
current mood: determined current music: "Come What May" - Ewan and Nicole :-D
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| Tuesday, May 21st, 2002
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7:38 pm
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7:22 pm
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My mother just wants me to simply ask out my friend Lee whose been like...my buddy for the past three years. She doesn't understand my problem with it. Geez...mudders.
current music: "When The Stars Go Blue" - Bono and The Corrs
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| Saturday, May 18th, 2002
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9:33 am
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9:13 am
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I just got back from the Cancer Society's Relay for Life. It rained -all- night...thunder, lightning...Maryland hasn't had so much rain in years. I think I went about five miles or something. It lasted from 7 PM to 7 AM. It was pretty cool if you could get past the fact that your shoes were squirting water out the top every time you stepped. My two aunts went up and sang "You are my sunshine" at midnight and the guys from the ARMY were painting camo on people's faces. ~grins~ Rachel got her face painted, but then it wouldn't come off in the morning, so my eyebrows are still green. Yeah, I'm done updating this thing now. Off to bed again.
current mood: drained current music: "Poses" - Rufus Wainwright
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| Monday, May 13th, 2002
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4:52 pm
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| Thursday, May 9th, 2002
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9:59 pm
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| Sunday, May 5th, 2002
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6:27 pm
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| Saturday, May 4th, 2002
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4:29 pm
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You are Pop! Trendy, fashionable, and popular, you are pop music. You have tastes of your own, but you tend to mold yourself into whatever you feel you're supposed to be. Your main theme is fashion, social hierarchy, and popularity. You believe that as long as you have friends you can be happy. As such, you would do just about anything to keep the friends you make, even if it is at your expense. A social creature by nature, you tend to base your opinions on both the world and yourself on the opinions of the society you live in. This trait makes you a social chameleon who can potentially move through the various social hierarchies with little trouble, though people not inclined to seek social acceptance may view you as a tool.
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| Thursday, April 25th, 2002
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10:36 pm
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Favorite Food: Prolly Asian or something... Favorite Pizza Topping: Mushrooms or Brocolli! Favorite Fruit: Papaya Favorite Vegetable: Greeeeen beans Favorite Cereal: Lucky Charms! Favorite Drink: Coffee usually...A good Starbucks will do me fine. Favorite Alcoholic Drink: Oh, anything's fine for me. Favorite Ice Cream Flavor: Chocolate usually...I dunno. Favorite Type of Chocolate: German Chocolate. Milka Bars. Favorite Type of Muffin: Blooooberry Favorite Thing to Put on Your Pancakes: butter, cinnamon, and sugar. Favorite Color: moss green or azure ~grins~ Favorite Nail Polish Color: Something not so "IN YOUR FACE WISE GUY!"....Y'know? Favorite Candle Color: Candle color?! How 'bout Tickle me Pink! Favorite Pen Color: White Favorite Clothing Color: Dark stuff...My English teacher told the class I was a Goth...I'm not a goth...just 'cos those damn online tests say I am. Favorite Eye Shadow Color: Something darkish...but not too dark. Brown or green. Favorite Lipstick color: I don't really wear it but I like naaaatural colors. Favorite Color for Walls in a room: Black or something... Favorite Hair Color: Dark red...almost blackish. Favorite Eye Color: Favorite Movie: Either "Lord of the Rings" or "The Dead Poets Society" That movie kicked azz. Favorite Actress: Rachel Weisz...Or Julia Roberts. Favorite Actor: Prolly Robin Williams. I'm sorry, but there is something so sexy about that awkward little man...Or maybe just Ewan McGregor? Favorite Type of Music: ROCK AND ROLL BABY! Favorite Song All Time: Oh geez..."Yesterday" or "Where the Streets Have No Name"...Don't make me answer this question. Favorite Song Right Now: "Hands Tied" By Starsailor Favorite CD: The Joshua Tree Favorite Band: U2! I bet you weren't going to guess that. Favorite Boy Band: AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! DIE DIE DIE!!! Favorite Male Singer: ~grins~.....Bono? Maybe John Lennon...Or Bob Marley. GAWD, don't make me do it! Favorite Female Singer: Either Norah Jones or Jewel... Favorite Instrument: Guitar. Favorite Radio Station: 100.7 or 104.3 Favorite Music Video: Oooh! Beautiful Day! Favorite TV Channel: VH1...Or the Discovery Channel. ~grins~ All those crazy men in short shorts out trying to catch wild animals...~slaps self~ Favorite TV Show: The Jeff Corwin Experience!! Favorite Cartoon: Gee....lemme tink.... Favorite Cartoon Character: Wile E. Coyote Favorite Commercial: I dunno...I try not to watch them..... Favorite Magazine: Rolling Stone I guess. Favorite Book: "I Shot Myself and Then Sat Down and Wrote This Friggin' Book for Kicks"...I'm kidding. Favorite School Subject: Government!! Mr. Zappola RUUUULES! Favorite Name for a Boy: Joshua...Aiden...Jonathon Favorite Name for a Girl: Anadrea...Jordan...Memphis Eve Favorite Room in the House: My very own. Favorite Place to go to for a Vacation: I don't get around much, though I guess Ireland would kick some serious Irish bootay. Favorite Country: Egypt...or Ireland Favorite City: New York City...or Dublin ~grins~ Favorite Sport: soccer or field hockey, though I haven't played that in forever. Favorite Web Site: www.@u2.com...? Favorite Message Board: the SS ones since they're the only ones I know... Favorite Smiley: The one whose face turns into...nevermind. Favorite Thing in Your Room: The picture of Bono that my brother made me for Christmas. It's seriously sweet....You'd be jealous. Favorite Thing in Your House: My stuff? Favorite Quote: "When spiders unite they can tie down a lion" or "Work like you don't need the money, love like you've never been hurt, and dance like no one is watching." Favorite Quote from a Movie: So many... Favorite Quote from a TV Show: Oh geez. Favorite Quote from a Song: "She's running to stand still..." Favorite Quote from a Male Singer: Look above... Favorite Quote from a Female Singer: "UNDERNEATH your CLOTHES, there's an endless stoooray!"...Just kidding. That song is really hilarious. Favorite Quote from a Family Member: As my mom is smacking my brother with a wooden spoon after taking a sip of wine: "I made myself a sandwich, and by golly, I ATE IT!" Favorite Quote from a Friend: "Rachel, you are an asshole." :-D Favorite Word/Phrase to Say: "I know...But I dunno..." Favorite Person: Fine...My mommy. Favorite Person to Talk to: Lee...Yes...Lee understands. Favorite Person to Tell Your Problems to: Whenever I do that, it's usually to Lee....poor Lee. Favorite Person to Laugh with: My mom...or my dear bosom buddy cousins. Favorite Person to Laugh at: Emminy and Hannah. Favorite Person to Hate: Too many to list. Favorite Family Member: My Mom. Favorite Friend: the one I really like... Favorite Outfit: Nothing at all. Favorite Pants: I'm leading a crusade against pants...I wear my green huntin' skirt! Favorite Skirt: My green huntin' skirt dammit! Favorite Dress: I don't do dresses. Favorite Shoes: My new beadie flipflops. Very stylish I think. Favorite Bra: I'm...uh...leading a crusade against them too. Favorite Socks: What's it to you? Favorite Jeweller: I don't really give a damn... Favorite Perfume: Adidas "I AM WOMAN!"...heh. Favorite Deodorant: The one that tells you how you feel...I like the one that smells like "I'm very courageous today" Favorite Flower: A pretty one that smells good? Favorite Body Part to Get Pierced: You go too far! Favorite Body Part to Get a Tattoo on: prolly the back of my neck Favorite Body Part on Yourself: My hair...sometimes. Favorite Body Part on the Opposite Sex: CHEST! Favorite Thing about You: Hair...sometimes Favorite Day of the Week: Thursday Favorite Holiday: Christmas... Favorite Time of the Day: WTF? Favorite Time to Shower: NEVER Favorite Feeling: Drunk...JUST KIDDING Favorite Emotion: Drunk Favorite Game: Strip Poker Favorite Computer Game: Spider Solitare Favorite Thing to do when You're Bored: This here thing... Favorite Thing to do when You're Mad: kick holes in walls. Favorite Thing to do when You're Hyper: Scare people Favorite Animal: Gibbons!
I've had enough. There, I updated my journal...kind of.
current mood: drunk current music: "No Such Thing" - John Mayer
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| Wednesday, April 24th, 2002
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5:32 pm
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EVERY SINGLE TIME!!!! I'm not a GOTH!! I'm a happy fertilized posie flowah!!
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| Sunday, April 21st, 2002
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1:17 pm
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| Saturday, March 30th, 2002
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3:46 pm
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